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[13 Aug 2006|01:31am] |
okay kids.
i've converted to xanga! lmao.
so i wont be writing on lj n e more...xanga is so much cooler lmao.
www.xanga.com/x_chiquetta_x
byez <3
its been fun livejournal. xoox
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[07 Aug 2006|02:17am] |
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oooo the perogie spree is back!
remember once upon a time when i like..lived off of them? and the one time that i burnt a bunch of them cos i was scared to go near the pan cos it kept burning me? so i threw them all out the window!?... yes ... its that time again! minus the burning them and throwing them out the window lol. so yes this time.. its like almost 2:30am and i decided that im hungry and want perogies... so my sister made them, for me =D
so anywho...this is a little late of a post for my next subject but it needs to be posted anywho
My Reasons For Not Wanting To Go For A Walk With Rob Last Night
1. i was hungry [and waiting for rory to come back and make me food]
2. i was tired
3. the coffee time on goreway and derry is wayyy to far of a walk
4. i wanted more vodka
5. i was pajamatized [already in my pjs]
6. i was pajamatized in rorys huge pj pants so i would not have been able to go for a walk in them anywho.
annd i think thats all.
Next Subject!
so im allll excited for dance class.. i just gotta see if i can get somemore pplz. n let J kno by aug 16th! [so let me kno if u wanna come too!] this past year has been the first year in 8 years that i havent been in dance! im having withdrawls! its like taking candy from a baby!!!!!! NOT RIGHT!
NEXT!
so mikes commin to kidnap me in like.. 5 hours or so, n then i think were going grocery shopping! i like shopping. and i plan on sleeping during the car ride back to his place. *nods* . and then steal his bed and sleep somemore!
NEXT!
time to bitch about how stuuuupid some people are.
#1 - did u you know that katie moved into ryans house? ROLMFAO! like come on now.. we know how they work..theyre together every other month.... nimrods. but yet at the same time jerkface is apparently after Tia? [note to Tia- dont do it again chickie! Hes a self-centerd, bi-polar, insecure, way to emo for his own good, little boy, who will only break your heart in the end - as has done to us all before. need i remind you of how he cant even be origional? since me, you and bella have all gotten the same "love" songs "dedicated" to us, at one point...thats all.]
#2 - Just because Rob is now living with Jerkface #2, i hope he dosent expect me to be nice. when it comes to stupid people, im a stubborn bitch. and as the song goes... "im not ready to make nice, im not ready to back down"
[rob im not talking about you when i say stupid people/he]
<3
#3 - my perogies are all gone!
#4 - its wayyyy to hot in my apt.
#5- i want a puppy buuuut no... im not allowed...because as my sister said "i dont want a dog, and what happens if when danny moves in with holly (his dog) and they dont get along"
THAT! dosent make sense!
#6- my tummy hurts
#7 - the next 5 hours is gonna go by soo sloooooooooooooooow
annd i think thats all for my bitching...im actually in a pretty good mood cos im all excited to see mike. =D *sigh* 5 hours! imma sleep soon then! it will go by faster!
NEXT!
hey did you kno that working on the floor at shoppers is fun? im so gonna take matts job from him... he can work on cash..lmao.. THAT would be sometin funny to see.
NEXT!!!!!!!!
awh my chris left for PEI last nite... i miss him already. hes gonna bring me back a starfish.. i forgot to tell him to keep it alive for me! *shrugs* o well.
okies... i think thats all i have to say for tonight.
be good kids and dont do anything i wouldnt do.... *shifty eyes*
P.S I MISS LAURENE! *hmph* were goin on another movie date soon.
P.P.S - i want comments ppl.
Peace Bitchez!
<3 Crystal xoox
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| *im* not ready to make nice. |
[06 Aug 2006|06:38pm] |
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
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*woot* drinkin...okie...well not drinkin... eating jello... thats beeeeeeen spiked with alcamohal! ... expect a drunken post later on :P
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[04 Aug 2006|09:55pm] |
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i close my eyes
it all went so fast
when you were here
i wish that i could've made it last
but u had to leave and i didn’t get to say goodbye
i coudlnt stop you no matter how i tried
i'll never forget you
your in my dreams
it feels like your here
as weird as it seems
i lie awake in my bed
thinking of you
wishing you were here with me
and i
i look back on the past
i know that your gone and your not comming back
today
or anyday
its already been too long
i wish i could turn back time
i wish i told you how much i love you
somewhere down the line
i cant stand it anymore
i need a mothers love
even though everyone tells me
your watching from above
why did it have to be you?
You did nothing wrong
You didn’t do anything deserve that
And you went thru it for so long
I remember the day you came to me
And told me it was okay
And then two months later
You quickly passed away
Theres so much I want to say to you
So much I want you to see
Like friends, and birthdays and growing up
I wish you could see me….
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so the fact that im being over emo tonite and my neice is being a little bitch dosent make things anybetter... im ready to snap.
im out
peace bitchez.
Crystal xoox
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[04 Aug 2006|09:36pm] |
I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
[Chorus]
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found
It won't be the same
Oh
Na na
Na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back
[Chorus]X2
Na na
Na na na na na
I miss you
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| Dance! Dance! Dance!!! |
[01 Aug 2006|12:32am] |
Upstage dance classes
mon. sept 18-dec 18
DLM studios
The following dance classes will take place at DLM Studios (1610 Bloor St. West, between Dundas West and Keele), the Toronto studio that has been a rehearsal home to acts such as Destiny's Child, Massari, Jully Black and so on while in the city.
Mondays starting September 18th, 2006 - December 18th, 2006
$260 for 14 weeks
Jazz I (Ages 7-11) 6pm-7pm
Hip Hop I (Ages 7-11) 7pm-8pm
Hip Hop II (Ages 12-17) 8pm-9pm
Hip Hop III (Ages 18+) 8pm-9pm
www.upstageproductions.ca
[[ i am trying to get at least, 10 people to join the hip hop II or III class, the dance teacher that will be there is awsome and has been my teacher for a couple years now. check out the website, and email me if your interested ! [theartof_breaking@hotmail.com]
p.s - please try and let me know by Aug 16th, so i can get back to the company.
- thankz
Crystal xoox ]]
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[27 Jul 2006|01:28am] |
"...I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone..."
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[26 Jul 2006|08:11pm] |
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okay so this morning, i was supposed to be at the income tax place for my sister by 10am cos thats when they open. but i figured why should i have to go right at 10 to be there for 2 minz, and then come back home n wait around to go to my aunts? since the office is open till 1:30! because A- thats a waste of my time [and my sleeping time] and B- its a waste of my bus tickets i need for work. so i figured ..ok.. wake up at 11..get ready, go do the tax thing for my sister, n then go str8 to my aunts. good plan?.. i thought so. so then kassandra comes to me at like 10 something, before my damn alarm even went off [and we all know how i am if im waken up especially by kassandra before my alarm clock goes off.] so shes all like "moms on the phone and she wants to know why your still sleeping, you have to get up and go to the tax office for her, she wants you to get up now.." and blah blah blah.. so after the 10th time of her repeating herself and me saying i know, im up, i heard you the first time, i snapped on her and told her to shut up, and that it wasnt even my responsibility to do this shit, since its her taxes.... so naturally .. my neice repeats when i said to my sister ...then hands me the phone with the whole, "your in shit" smirk on her face that i wanna slap off of her every time she dose it....so then my sisters all like, "dont fucking be like that crystal, saying its not your responsibility... your not my responsibility, but i still took you in... " and all that shit she says everytime we argue... i felt like saying.. but yeah theres a difference between me gettin up early to run YOUR errands.. and me living with you... you get money for having me here, so dont act like its some huge burden.... .. anywho.. i bit my tounge and didnt say it cos last time i did, i got kicked out. n well.. theres no way im going to malton again this time. so fuck that. anywho.. so then shes like fine dont do it, and im liek no i will, and shes like no. dont. and then hung up. so i was like fine. but then as usual.. i gave up. n went to go read the note she left with all the papers i had to bring in. AND not only did i have to go to the tax office.. i had to go to the pharmacy to pick up some things for kass, and then go get grocerys, and THEN go to the tax office. like fuck. go away. so ... i did all that n then went to my aunts. on the way home, my aunt calls me n leaves a message to call her back.... so i did when i get to old mill.. turns out my sister called her to seeif i left yet.. and then tells her that i dont do shit around the apt. i dont do anything to help out here, and that i just sleep all day and then go to work... UM! exscuse me... im the only one that cleans this fucking house and takes care of HER kid. okay? like, okay..sure i sleep in.. but thats just MY TIME im wasting. cos then i wake up.. and clean her house. and go to work if i have to that day. and then she was tellin my aunt how i always have friends over and that we always make a mess.. okie.. so i have friends over.. why the hell not? its not like were bothering her since she dosent leave her room anywayz.. like come on now. and then the making of the mess? so fucking what if i do make a mess, i make it knowing that im gonna be the one cleaning it afterwards.... dosent make any sense to me. i wanna break something. but no. i wanna get outta here too..cos then when i do leave she will realize how much i do, do around here. ugh. i cant wait till college... im considering moving on to campus.... another year here and im gonnnne! *dances*... that is if i dont crack before then... mike n laurene think im gonna have like a mental breakdown or something.. i dont doubt it either... between me not doing enough to keep my sister happy and the fucking brat... i think so. THATS another thing... the kid. my aunt asked my sister if kass helps out at all, by cleaning up her mess and my sisters like "oh well i tell her to and she dosent listen to me, neither her or crystal listen to me" like... give it up.
anywho.. im done my ranting. altho i dont feel anymore calm. *sigh*.... mr noodle time!
Peace Bitchez.
Crystal xoox
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[26 Jul 2006|08:06pm] |
"Let Down"
Ain't had a job in about a year.
Living down in my parents basement.
I wish that I could get outta here!
Sometimes I think I need a vacation!
Can't get my mother off my back.
She don't have far to go to drive me crazy.
Someday the bitch is gonna make me crack!
Might be the last time she calls me lazy!
[Chorus]
I'm a let down!
Pardon me! If I'm a let down
To my family!
I'm a let down!
1-2-3 I'm a let down!
Are you like me?
And now my sister's got a fancy car.
I got a piece of shit from 1980.
But, at least, I got my two guitars
And a one-way ticket to nowhere baby!
[Chorus]
Oh! No! No! Now, I've got a dream.
They don't understand, It won't be long.
I'm not what I seem.
See I've got a plan..
THATS RIGHT!
[Chorus]
Sometime, they act like I don't exist.
Or else they treat me like I'm still eleven.
Heaven knows I can't take more of this.
I never thought I'd be 27..
And a let down!
[Chorus]
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[26 Jul 2006|01:17am] |
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i dont like being bored..
i think too much...
and i no longer like photographs...
i miss her... so much...
</3
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| so....story goes! |
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i was readin thru my old lj..well the one that i put all my songs n lyrics in..heh. im such a loser. lol i vow never to write so many damn songs/poems about guys.
here's one of them...and im puttin this one cos its the only one that i like lol
"Catch Me"
you saw me fall far from the sky
you seen me hit the ground
but when i got up to look for u
u were nowhere to be found
you said that you would catch me
you said no matter wat
but all i saw when i got up
was a tiny little cut
dont expect more things from me
after i took that fall
because i just saw you walk away
like nothing happend at all
and then that tiny cut
scard but began to fade
but then ill always rememer
how that little scar was made
you said that you would catch me
if i let go of wat i knew
you said i should hold on to something else
and that something else was you...
mmmhm. yep. anywho. i wanna get a parrot. and rob thinks its a good idea too but only because he wants to come over and teach it blonde, short, and newfie jokes. i think i'd have to hurt him if he did that tho..haha hurt rob.. thats funny. OH MY GOD! he gets his new apt next week ...lucky... well.. other than the fact that he has to live with sam..lmao. its going to be relle interesting when i go over to visit... rob said that i get my graduation party when we plan it lol... and if sam dosent like it, he can fuck off for the night . lmao. hmm i gotta go to malton next week to see rob.
so0o0o0 lets recap on the past weekend.
Friday - went to malton with laurène and sammie. then came home.
Saturday - was 108. and dinner with the sister and neice. mmmm bread. the bread was soooo good. and so then 108 was fun! minus that dude... that cant sing... or be origional for that matter. then i went back to mikes afterwards. i like hot tubs. theyre hot (litterally) and then called in sick to work the next day lol cos i was le tired. and had no motivation to go n e wayz. lol. SOOOOOOOOO me n mike are goin out now =D!!...!!!!.... *dances* lol .
and then yesterday was lazzzy day. and i drank... alot... that night .. lmao. and now today is a lazy day too,.. lol.. i shouldnt even have gotten outta my pjs.. anywho.. mike n laurene are here now.. so ill ttyl
Ciao~
<3
p.s i have chocolate <3 mmmmmm
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[24 Jul 2006|08:23pm] |
Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
(disconnected)
CHORUS
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected
Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
(disconnected)
**CHORUS**
I just wanna live my life sedated
Cause I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane, dont give a damn
I can't comprehend what I understand
Disconnected
Broken off again
(oh yeah)and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb in pain again
I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I'm
Disconnected
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected
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| my first relaionship fight with Laurène... [LMAO! lady.] |
[21 Jul 2006|10:09am] |
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<3Chiquetta-->[ We've gotten catcalls before... but dogcalls? come on now. lmao laurène ] says:
iiii want chocolate
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
i just ate chocolate
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
!!!
<3Chiquetta-->[ We've gotten catcalls before... but dogcalls? come on now. lmao laurène ] says:
<3Chiquetta-->[ We've gotten catcalls before... but dogcalls? come on now. lmao laurène ] says:
*evil looks*
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
mwahahahahahaha
<3Chiquetta-->[ We've gotten catcalls before... but dogcalls? come on now. lmao laurène ] says:
and i cant believe u didnt share!
<3Chiquetta-->[ We've gotten catcalls before... but dogcalls? come on now. lmao laurène ] says:
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
you were there....you didn't share smoke with me....and i'm dying of nic fit and being a bitch to patrick as a result
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOUR BROKE MY HEART! says:
*HMPH*
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
nooooo
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
but i have more chocolate
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
i'll bring for you tomorrow
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! says:
*turns away*
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
fine then
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! says:
*nods*
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! says:
i wonder...how many people i am confusing with my msn nickname
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
prolly lots
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
yep
Rest assured that when i start to make you nervous and i'm going to extremes, tomorrow i will change and today won't mean a thing says:
you're leaving me for kellie?!
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
YES!
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
because SHE will share her chocolate with me
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
i told you i had more chocolate
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
it dosent work like that.
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
its tooo late!
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
lmao
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
even if i cry and beg?
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
nope
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
fine then i won't even try
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
*sad music in the background*
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
fine
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
*turns away*
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
*turns the other way .. away*
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
*walks off into the distance *
<3Chiquetta--> THATS IT LAURENE! ITS OVER!!!! YOU BROKE MY HEART! AND PLUS! IM LEAVING YOU FOR KELLIE! says:
*stops and thnks*
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
*continues walking*
<3Chiquetta-->LAURENE!!! IM SORRY I LOVE YOU I MADE A MISTAKE!!!!!!! FORGIVE MEEEEEE!!! says:
*runs after laurène*
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
*continues walking...doesn't notice crystal running because has headphones in*
<3Chiquetta-->LAURENE!!! IM SORRY I LOVE YOU I MADE A MISTAKE!!!!!!! FORGIVE MEEEEEE!!! says:
oh !
<3Chiquetta-->LAURENE!!! IM SORRY I LOVE YOU I MADE A MISTAKE!!!!!!! FORGIVE MEEEEEE!!! says:
*turns and walks the other way*
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
*stops....ponders for a moment, turns arround notices crystal is much closer than remembered runs after crystal*
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
hmhp
CRYSTAL YOU BROKE MY HEART HOW COULD YOU?! ...LAST TIME I LOVE YOU.... says:
*stops...looks dissapointed...turns and walks dejectedly in the other direction*
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
ok i admit i was wrong. but so were you... n not sharing the chocolate with me
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
ok....i will bring you chocolate tomorrow
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
okay so were good again?
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
yup
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
are we?
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
yes
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
sweet
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
[btw... u so know im posting this whole convo on my lj.]
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
lmao alright
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
*drum roll*
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
THE END
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
it's a good thing that this didn't happen when we were actually in a room together....
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
*bows*
FINE CRYSTAL, IF THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GONNA BE.... GOOD BYE says:
*bows as well*
<3Chiquetta-->WELL!!! SCREW YOU TOO THEN! LAST TIME I TRY TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK LAURENE! says:
*curtains close*
[okay so u all might not find this as interesting as i did... but get three hours of sleep... and then stay awake all day, n then read it. ]
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[19 Jul 2006|11:33pm] |
yep so .. other than workin heres wat i've been up to..
so last thursday was the pink concert! oh my goodness it was awsome! pink is soo much prettier in person! she played most of her older stuff but some of the new stuff tooo! twas kick ass!
last weekend i went to my dads house n brought laurène with me. so we spent the weekend goin to timmies n then chillen on the beach... we got soooo sunburnt .. and now the burn dosent hurt n e more. its just itchy and peeling..ewwwie. and we have decided that the tim hortons there is now called "Tim-ons" because of the burnt out ligts in the letters "hort" and..IT PLAYS CLASSICAL MUSIC. we were like *confused* wat the hell? n then we met a drunk guy. who said "bud" every other word. and oh!! ok so u kno how when ur walkin down the street and you get guys screamin out at ya as they drive by?... thats..a cat call.. but what do u call it when they bark and howl at you? a dog call? like...keswickians are fucked up man.
so then when i got home.. me n laurène just lazed around my apt cos we were too sunburnt to do n e thing so we just watched sleep away camp movies ... they are fucked up man. honestly.
so then monday i went on a crazie ttc mission.. which was pointless ... and then i went on a date with mike [ no.. not laurènes mike..cos A - hes laurènes mike.. and B - hes like my cuzin.] but yep we went to the drive in to see piarates of the carribian 2 and cars. both were good movies! n i havent been to the drive in in like 10 years! so it was awsome!
speaking of... gotta go . mikes on his way
Ciao!
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| dear diary... |
[18 Jul 2006|04:17pm] |
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done
I've been a bad, bad girl for so long
I don't know how to change what went wrong
Daddy's little girl when he went away
What did it teach me? That love leaves
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done
I've been down every road you could go
I made some bad choices as you know
Seems I have the whole world cradled in my hands
But its just like me not to understand
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl
I learned my lessons
I turned myself around
I've got a guardian angel tattooed on my shoulder
She's been watching over me
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| a little note of truth |
[11 Jul 2006|12:30am] |
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.... you know whats sad?
when someone reads your live journal to try n find out some dirt about their EX boyfriend, so they can bitch at him for it. *shrugs* come on now. get a hobby, get over it, and grow the fuck up.
*shakes head*
<3 Crystal. xoox
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| Awsome night!!! ....minus the fact that i have woken up and cant fall back asleeep!!! =( |
[09 Jul 2006|06:49am] |
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oh my goodness. i relle dont like being sick. because for some stupid reason. the really bad coughing [which is soo painfull might i add!] only starts..when im either already asleep..or if i wake up n try to fall back asleep. heres my story...
so once upon a time.. i woke up because the stupid sun came up and the blinds in my living room dont do shit all. then.. i started to cough.. and it hurts! like.. my whole body! so.. i roll over n get comfy again.. still coughing. close my eyes n try n sleep...more coughing..ow painfullness.. so then i sit up.. no coughing. i dont get it.. so i sat there for a while. and then layed back down.... painfull coughing.. its like some crazie vicious cycle! im tired.. and i gotta "be awake" for work by 11am at the latest which is in.. 4 1/2 hours. so now im just debating on staying awake and possibly walking up to shoppers to get the pics from the bete noire concert developed [cos its only a 1 hour thing] and then come back home.. n get ready for work...OR.. go back and lay down..and cough and feel pain for the next 4 1/2 hours.. so far.. the stayin awake n walkin to shoppers is winning...that way i get coffee. n i can be nice n bring everyone else back one too =) since sammie has to get up at like.. 8:30 for work.. *nods* but my goddness! heres my OTHER story.
so. me, bella, bobby, laurène and mike met up with sammie, chris, billy, rob and dale at old mill station. on the way there sammie and laurène decided that they wanted to spike up billys mohawk. so they did . it was very interesting. while me and chris sang Aqua songs. so then we get to Dundas and go to look for the concert place. which was easy to find. so were outside waiting for Varty cos he had our tickets..and all i hear is "heyyyy crystal!!" n i turn around and see Roman! like wtf.. we thought he was like dead. or in jail or something.. so that was interesting. so then we see Fern and Matt. talked to them for a bit. n then Varty showed up! so we got the tickets and went inside. Billy, Mike, Dale, Bobby and Rob... got to go to the bar and drink ...well because.. they are of age [lucky fuckers] . so0o then we listend to the other bands while we waitied for Bete Noire to go on. then bella chris and bobby decide theyre gonna go get some beer...drink it..and come back . so as bete noire is like ..gettin all their stuff on stage i call chris... they wernt done drinkin.. but they said they would be there soon. so the guyz go on stage. and WOOOT they were so great. we all got to dance and everything it was awsome. and then i got the dedication <3 which made my night! lol i felt so special i got to sit on stage and everything!. and then near the end of the show i realize that bella and them arnt back yet.. so i got angry. so then we all go out for a smoke afterwards and then rob left and went to go see a movie ...and then bella n them show up.. chris was fuckin drunk off his ass and making a complete fool of himself. so i was just like.. get away from me. im pissed off at you. so we go back inside...then come back out for another smoke.. and chris decides hes gonna ditch his pants and walk around in his underwear.. so by that time i was like.. fuck you . im going inside. dumbass. sooo then eventually we all ended back outside.. and bella n bobby n chris left. so the rest of us took pics. and then varty had to go but Fern stayed with us. so then we went to some pizza place n ate. n then decided we didnt want to go home yet. so fern drove us to timmies. mmmmm coffeee... annd we stayed there for a bit. and then went to Queen street to catch the street car to humber loop. n dale n billy had to go to Young to catch their bus n Fern went home. so me sammie mike and laurène went for another coffee when we got off the bus an then walked home. annnd then mike went home...annd then i passed out lol. and now.. im awake again.. but i already told you that story. so i must say... last nite..was fuckin awsome! im kinda sad cos i have nothing to look forward to anymore. okay .. well now that i think of it.. thats alie... cos me n bella are going to see Pink on thrusday <3 . shes so kickass! . and then friday - sunday m n laurène are gonna go to my dads house in Keswick [ imonly excited to get outta the city for a while..relax and see my doggies! and my step bro!] and then the satuday after that were all going to 108 again! yay!! dancing!!! lmao. <3 but okies so i think thats all for now..gonna find out if the shoppers is open yet. hopefully lol. cos i dont wanna like sit around..cos if i do ill get tired again.. n ughhhh. stupid cold.. hmph. kk im done. now.. i promise!
<3
Crystal xoox
P.S = me n mike were arguing on the street car .. for xoxo... are the x's hugs and the o's kisses? cos thats what i think.. but mike things that the x's are kisses and the o's are hugs.. can someone help me out before i lose my mind? =P
<3!
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| my heart |
[03 Jul 2006|10:20pm] |
i am finding out that maybe i was wrong
that ive fallen down and i cant do this alone
stay with me
this is what i need please
sing us a song
and we'll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you
i am nothing now
and its been so long
since ive heard a sound
the sound of my only hope
this time i will be listening
sing us a song
and we'll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you
this heart, it beats
beats for only you
my heart is yours
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